April 29, 2025

Beach D-Day

I tend to stutter.

Spent the day with Trent at the beach. Sandy Point, after Jonas and Anne Catharine Green Park, after visiting the College Park Aviation Museum, after getting my favorite ice cream flavor from the Maryland Dairy (Pop Locked-In Drop It) after going to Target to pick up a book for Trent (the Rick Rubin book), after getting gas at Costco, after grabbing an espresso that tasted like utter shit at the bike store in Hollywood Plaza (where MOM's is).

Just finished my ice cream and taco. Finally alone. Cue Mac DeMarco.

I'm tired. Of feeling so guilty. I really have nothing left but to get good at sales. I skipped 3 interviews today for other sales jobs. Not gonna do em. If I have the opportunity to help Max by pitching solar with roofing, I'll do it. If I can automate his biz with AI, I'll do it.

On to AI. I want to organize my life here, just so I don't panic from confusion while I'm out there panicking at the doors. Should I create an AI agency? Would I even have time to? sigh

I guess, honestly, who the hell cares. I have nothing to lose but a bit of time anyway. If Tai is adamant about this trend being so lucrative it's worth giving it a shot. But not by being so laid-back. I need to go full-force into this chapter of my life. I need: perfect diet & sleep; money; to move tf out asap. like with Max or something.

So what is it I'll be focusing on now? Well I'm glad you asked!

  • D2D sales (6 months to get decent while trying my absolute best)
  • Watch trading
  • BETA Academy MMA training
  • cutting weight to get to 10% bodyfat

wait, so on top of this you want me to create an AI automation agency?

ok, fine.